Annoyances, cuteness, and more trouble than it's worth...

I'm having a day where I'm feeling indescribably enraged.

I mean, my thoughts today have drifted back and forth between tea, and how I might gather everyone who has and is likely to upset me into the same place, and then effectively remove them all from existence.

It's days like this that make me wonder if I would be a an omnicidal maniac if I had the resources to pull it off. It would explain why it seems like everything is trying to keep me as poor and penniless as possible.

Hayfever is occasionally burning my eyes. Now I've thought about it to put it in text, my left eye has gone “ooo, I haven't caused misery in a while! Time to start!”

I'm trying to find a new free to play mmo, that is cutesy, because I'm bored and I want something like that to play. I've got a couple of potentials, may post about them later.

My laptop's power cable stopped supplying power for about an hour earlier. I noticed my little power icon in time to go 'oh f**k' and switch off my laptop before it ran out of juice entirely. I played with the cable a little. Then moped. Then I dug out the warranty info and wondered if I could sort it out that way. I have a spare laptop (lucky me!), so it wouldn't be all bad. I switched my laptop back on for 5 mins and then copied some essential files onto my memory stick so I wouldn't be on my old laptop without anything to do. It works again now, bugger knows what I did to it to get it to do that though...

I'm especially pissed off at a nice guy I've been talking to online, who I was planning to meet next week, who has just deleted his profile on the site I was talking to him on, and has cancelled to meet up with me ever. Flimsy excuses all around and I'm wishing I'd just not bothered.

Also, web forums suck and are full of unsympathetic internet dwellers. They suck. Suck suckie suck suck.

I'm having to arrange an appointment to prove I should be on incapacity benefit too, which shall be stressful, because the common experience of these things is that if you can make it to the appointment then you are fit to work. Regardless of whether or not it is the only thing you'll be capable of doing that week. I can understand that the government may be overcommitted and need to thin down the number of people on support by finding those that don't really need it, but I feel that if they 'cut me off' I'm going to start having much more serious problems. Problematically, they want me to do it by phone, which makes me hate the world by that little bit more.

I spent yesterday performing the gamecube version of Twilight Princess, I was up until past three keeping my audience entertained. I was woken up by the stupidest stupid music of stupid I've heard from next door ever.

I feel like shouting obscenities at random things, and I'm cranky about most things. I am having a hard time with the back end of this week. The week was going pretty well too...