I'm having a bad night. I can tell it's not going well because I've just written a long rant about how much I hate being so damn introverted sometimes. I'm in that middle place where I'm just on the verge of crying, but not quite over the edge enough to actually start.
I hate that parts of who I am make me hate myself. I like me, I want to like me, but when 'me' starts lashing out at people because 'me' needs to be alone it gets a little hard; Or when 'me' starts turning down doing things that I really want to do or doesn't have the energy to do things that need doing I start to feel that my love for me is getting a little strained; Or even when 'me' makes everything about 'me' and forgets that other people might need me for things.
Anyway, I've saved you from most of the whining, I'm going to curl up for a while and maybe play some FF, maybe I'll feel a bit better.
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