Not a good day for plans...

...but still a good day, despite the day occurring in this week.

Okay, I still totally overslept, and my Wednesday night game got cancelled, but I did manage to get out, get some new make-up, some new (warmer) clothes. I didn't manage to get out of the city centre to shop, but that's okay.

I'm in a silly mood, possibly based on tiredness.

I met someone in town I've never met before. She kinda just stopped me as I was passing by. Patricia, or Pat. We chatted for a few minutes (I was looking for food, so my mind was a little elsewhere.

I'm going to go do something helpful tomorrow. Which is displacing an awesome plan I've got for my old boy things. I've got a bag full of happy little things that need some happy little destruction! I'll probably do it on Friday after my next doc's appointment.

I've got a lot of energy problems at the moment, although it's nothing outside of the norm. I've been kept busy Monday and Tuesday this week with a training course I didn't have to do, at all, to try and help me find work again (which I am actually under no obligation to at the moment,) which was typical training course stuff. I was bored through most of it, and I have jumped ship to get away from the rest of the weeks material. I just didn't have the motivation/interest/energy to see it through. Starting every session at 9am doesn't work for someone like me, who for some reason operates on a day that has far more hours than the average day. Routine like that is currently an impossibility.

I have to report that someone I knew online died recently, completely unexpectedly. While I had not met her in person, I had vague plans to do something with her sometime. The news is haunting me a little. We had a shared experience in the stupid internet harassment (she had been a victim of it only a few weeks earlier) I feel bad about it, and it's filled my head with all manner of thoughts, questions and dullness. I feel sorry for her partner too, who seems to be dealing with it awesomely, she told me the details online. All this happened on Monday night.

I'll leave it at this for now though...